Well today was probably the biggest roller coaster ride i have had in a while. Let just say there was nothing better than to hit a home run on the first at bat in softball especially after you have had a craptastic day! You ever have those days when you get totally broken by the Lord.. ya.. happened today. I love how the Lord sometime likes to get our attenton.
So I got "the talking to" from the boss today which was unexpected.. you know the kind where they say you don't do enough and this might not be a "long term situation for you" ya.. totally craptacular. But in it all I got a really large fire lit under my butt to work at a faster pace, be more proactive and to ask lots of questions. So i guess i need to get more organized, ask more questions and find out better descriptions of what the given task is that needs to be done or else i am goin to get blamed for not coming through in time. I know today will be one of those days where i will look back and say, "oh ya i learned a lot from that and laugh" but not really feeling that right now. So if your a praying person, pray for focus and direction and wisdom for me and the guys i work for. Part of it is I am not relying on God enough to meet my needs at work, i am trying to do it all myself. Why the crap don't I learn, I can't do it all myself!!! Sometimes i just get frustrated with myself.
anyway i am so tired.. leave love..
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you can count on me for love and prayer :)
it was cool hanging out with you for a bit tonight, nice to know that if the world ends we can all go hang out in your town . . . thanks for fun as always
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